God Is Our Hope

God is our hope and strength,
a very present help in trouble.

Therefore will we not fear, though the earth be moved,
and though the hills be carried into the midst of the sea;

Though the waters thereof rage and swell,
and though the mountains shake at the tempest of the same.

There is a river, the streams whereof make glad the city of God,
the holy place of the tabernacle of the Most High.

- Psalms 46: 1-4

Tunnel

This song always reminds me that there is a
Light At The End On This Tunnel. Just when I can listen to this song and feel a renewed strength to keep going on.
Even when I can not see the end God seems to always remind me that there is Hope even when I feel hope is gone.

God is sending me on a journey that I would rather not go, but with him I know I can handle it. He hasn't left me yet. Sometimes I feel so far away from him, but its me walking backwards instead of to the light.

Unconditional Love

This post is not a happy one, I am dealing with so much I can't handle. I know its said that God wont give you more then you can handle. But I am at the end of my rope.

It is my deserve to receive unconditional love. I feel like I am not worry of that kind of love. I feel like in my life at the moment it depends of how I make everyone else happy. Everyone needs that kind of love and affection. I feel like I am lacking in love from others. I know God is always loving me, but everyone needs that hug.

Anyways right now my life is just a daily struggle. I am trying to hold on to God's unchanging love. But Satan knows how to make things worst every moment of the day.
Please say a prayer for strength for me.

Thanks
Deb